Gap year, according to Wikipedia,  is a term that refers to a prolonged period between a life stage. The most popular gap years are taken between school and university or college.

Save wikipedia’s unreliability, a broken clock can also be correct twice a day. K?

Seven months of bumming around, can you imagine that? SEVEN FOCKING MONTHS of bumming around. Poems and coffee make me alive. But where the feck is my old poems? I lost all the poems, I lost the passion. Metaphors, moon, stars.. and tonight, I will search for the lost poems whilst drinking a very hot black coffee.

Staring at this computer at exactly 12:44 PM. Doing nothing but staring.. staring nonchalantly. My fingers are freeze, my eyes are looking at the direction where the sun rises. I am living a very lonely and melancholy life. Asking questions about nihilism, hedonism and existentialism, embracing all these sacks of manure rejections. What the fock am I doing with this freakin’ life!

I’m tired of existing everyday and chasing all the wrong routines and gigs of this crazy peregrine. Oh, oh, oh, Vienna Teng is on my head. Sunset, sadness.. happyness! I wander through the river of hopelessness and I see a shadow.. shadow of euphoria.

I am now in dire need of a psychiatric consultation.

~ by jombitsky on October 21, 2009.